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now that my mom has ofecially blocked EVERYTHING on my enternet! i cant even view other peoples thuings.... only update mine... tell she blocks that 2!! MAN I FREAKIN HATE HER!! she trys to protect me to much but i dont give a rip about it or her! and the fact she is racest doesnt help me at all!! this suxs major ass!!
im out,
Juanita
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[26 Sep 2005|03:33pm] |
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Any ways.... if you havent hurd... me and Matt broke up like 3 weeks ago.... i made out w/ Casey Roach! i know i couldnt help it he is just so fucking cute!! Hes like a puppy!!but we got back to gether last wensday because we just cant stay off each other pretty much!!
before anyone says im a whore or slut IM NOT! im a skank i picked that word because most ppl don't know what it means.... but i am one!
Things that havent changed:
1. I still REALLY like john
2. Courntey and I are best freinds
3. I hate my dad
4. All of my friends are guys but 4
5. Still an egotistical Bitch
Yup.... im now a wigger to like 1/2 of McT! Just because over 1/2 my friends there r black...........................
LoVe AlWaYs,
Juanita
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[30 Aug 2005|01:36pm] |
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YES DEVON I WILL MAIL YOUR JACKET AND SKIRT!!! JUST GIVE ME A FEW DAYS!!!
anyways... i have a new boyfriend!! MATT RUFF!!! woop hes 17 and the best in the world! we have been going out sence thursday! B4 anyone else says... yes our first date he did push me but i told him NO... and he lissoned! Also, i know im a bitch for what i did infront of Courtney on our second date... but i told Courtney we might do some freaky shit!
OHHH... and yes i still have MAJOR fealings for John but he made it perfectly clear it was NEVER EVER going to happen! so im trying to get over liking him... it's been hard. Plus ppl telling him stuff hasn't made it ANY better.
SCHOOL SUX ASS! i have like 4 friends... Brianna Pain, J.C. (the box), and then 2 new ppl Devon and Laura. but yeah i hate school... im the gothic chick all over again!
NO IM NOT ANYMORE PREPPY!! IF ANYTHING I HAVE BECOME AN UH-OH OREO!! LMAO DONT ASK!
(i still cant spell)
much lov,
Jane
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[09 Aug 2005|12:24pm] |
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I havent updated in a long time... but i figured its because no one cares. Lets see.... about the sleep over thing at Courtney's we tryed to call Ryan... but she didnt answer. Then i think Olivia hates me.... so we decided to screw that.
Lets see.... i now have another friend that goes to Murphy... his name is Justin and i tottally like him! Nguyen was being a tottal ass to me so im not friends w/ him... in fact i havent talked to him in 3 to 4 days.... it would have been longer but Courtney made me talk to them because there best friends now. Then John and me are tight again... we were in a fight but he was cute and apoligized about it. Lets see.... Then Adam and Karl dont hate me... and yes i did tell Adam he was sexy and yes i did hug him BUT IT WAS A JOKE!!!! GET IT A FREAKIN JOKE!!!
so.... got a problem tell me....
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[08 Jul 2005|09:41pm] |
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Hey... wow i haven't updated in 4ever! oh well... it not like anyone reads this anymore.
I SERIOUSLY DISLIKE JOHN RIGHT NOW! he is being a tottal and complete dick to me! i mean so what i did something... it's my life! i should live it the way i want to! no one can decide shit 4 me. but it really hurts me that John is doing this... i mean he used to call me like every other night... now i havent herd from him sence MONDAY! thats like 4 days... and im not bitching about him not CALLING im bitching about him NOT TALKING TO ME(period).
Then the whole Adam thing... THATS STUPID AS SHIT. i didnt say he was ugly i said he wasnt my type. I'm sorry i like guys that are bigger (not just muscle but has actuall weight) no efense... but hes like a stick. THATS NOT MY TYPE! so this is to Adam "hun your face is cute... and i guess your hot... but i ment it that i personally wouldnt go out w/ you or screw you. i didnt mean to ofend you an any way. please dont hate me...again"
Okay... then there is this whole fucking huricane... i have to pack everything that i wouldnt mind loosing. Im getting seriously stressed out of this and snaping at every little thing that bothers me. So far i only have one duffle bag of clothes... wich means if my TRAILOR goes away so do all my clothes, c.d.s, DVD's, and all my PS2 shit. GrEaT HuH?
You know whats really sad... is that now i only have like 6 friends... Nguyen, Daniel, John, Courtney, J.C., and Kris. DO YOU KNOW HOW PATHETIC THAT IS? no one from SLS will talk to me besides Courtney and James. PRETTY DAMN LAME! i knew i would loose my friends but i didnt know it would hurt so bad to remember them. like on my wall i know only have pictures of friends... and it seriously makes me sad to look at all the ppl who have forgoten i still live.
Then there is still the thing that FUCKING STRANGERS HATE ME FOR FUCKIN STUPID REASONS!! seriously... if you wana hate me... get to know me first... then hate me ALL you wana. sounds good to me... so dont bye in to lame rumors about me... hell knows theres a lot!!!
before you judge me... decide what you are first...
Im out,
LeLLy
p.s. sorry for the spelling mestakes.... im not good at it! so dont judge me by it!!
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| THIS IS FOR EVERY ONE WHO IS FUCKIN IN MY PERSONAL LIFE *Ali and her lil followers* |
[28 Jun 2005|11:11pm] |
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okay this is going to be my last public entry!!! IM NOT BUYING NGUYENS LOVE!! HE's NOT USING ME....hopefully. he didnt FORCE me to buy him crap... and i pretty much volentered to buy him a shirt cause he always weres the same fuckin one!
So for all you bitches who dont know me and are invading my life FUCKIN STOP... 1/2 of you havent even met me!!!!! SO STOP SCREWIN IN MY LIFE! im a big girl i can take care of my self and have been used all my life... i think i would know when it would be happening!
well any ways thats it for you!
BYE!
ELLIE
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[28 Jun 2005|09:53pm] |
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You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're
confident, independent, outgoing, and love
attention. You might become a star one day. All
the girls like to follow in your foot steps
because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't
care about anything. You make the rules, never
follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy.
That could be bad. But keep the attitude.
That's what makes you, you.
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
brought to you by Quizilla
You are the bad boy / girl of your school. You
have little faith in yourself and usually find
escape in some sort of addicting substance or
yourself. You would rather torture others
above anything else. You regularly skip
school and when you go, always tend to ditch a
certain class. Some classmates can fear you
while others pity you...and your family. (No
offense) Your cruel behavior and abject
personality tends to single you out from the
crowd...and you prefer life this way at times.
However, lonliness can rear its ugly head and
force you seek a way to silence it. But be
warned, your path is dangerous... but only a
strong person can walk this road. Some
ideal occupations for you can be a Police
officer, Celebrity (who doesn't love the
badasses?), Wrestler, Polotician, or some sort
of leader. Either way, your destined to be
known by many.
What type of teenager are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
You are the warrior anime girl.You are the type
that can start a fight and win.You are very
strong and can beat anyone up (but just don't
^_~) and some people can be afraid of you but
alot of people admire your strength and want to
be just like you well the people that want to
fight.You can defend yourself very easily and
can probably handle some kind of weapon.You
have a short temper(like me)and get angry
easily but you can be really nice at times
^_^and once a fighter always a fighter.
If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
brought to you by Quizilla
okay well thats it... pretty much im bored so YEAH!!! plus every one else did it! so yeah.... BYE
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[28 Jun 2005|12:41pm] |
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I CHANGED MY LAY OUT! i really like it! its pretty.
Lets see last night Kris was like this is the lat time im gonna ask you out.. but i have a proposition 4 u... and im like what... then he gave me this lame ass thing he said "how bout you go out w/ me but when you meet me if you dont like me you can dump me. and i will forget about the whole thing". Well sadly to say i told him i would answer him 2day.
So i talked to Daniel for addvise... he said if i liked Nguyen more then Kris then i shouldnt go out w/ kris... plus he didnt want me to go out w/ Kris. So yeah i have sunk so low that im asking my ex for relationship tips..lol im screwed. Then i asked one of my friends who dosnt know Nguyen or Kris and said who should i go out w/.. my best friend for 3 months... or a guy i met 3 weeks ago but says he loves me 24/7. She said my best friend.
So i guess i give up on Kris and now only like one person... IM SO PATHETIC! but oh well,, im just happy i dont like 4 guys all at once again... that took a lot of emotional energy..lol.
WELL G2G BABY SIT,
LeLLy
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[26 Jun 2005|12:38pm] |
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Friday i spent the night w/ Courtney... it was the first time i had seen her sence graduation. It was okay... i mean we pretty much just talked to Daniel and Nguyen on the phone and went to sleep at 1 or somethin like that. Then we woke up at 11 and i had 17 new voice mails and she had 11.... guess who they were from? yeah Daniel and Nguyen.
Then we went to the mall and met up w/ Daniel and Nguyen. I bought Nguyen shoes ,a shirt, and a pin... i bought Daniel a pin and a coke.Yeah but to make up for it Nguyen gave me the shirt he was wereing. LOL so yeah i have one of Nguyens shirts now. For some reason the hole time Daniel and Courtney were trying to pressure me to kiss Nguyen. I dont know why but they were... they were like "we triple dog dare you to"!!!
Then that night i finally told Nguyen i liked him. Big suprise huh? Yeah Daniel doesnt wana be my friend any more because i like Nguyen more then him... thats a really stupid reason but oh well.
THen there is the whole Kris thing. I really like Kris and he has asked me out between 3-5 times... but every thime im like no i have to meet you first. Then the next week he will have his phone off so i cant talk to him about meeting up some where. Kris acts alot like Nguyen. But Kris knows me as innocent and nice... and well Nguyen thinks of me as a piece of trash he can just use and then recycle.
But i think now that Nguyen had rejected that i like him... next time Kris asks me out im just gonna say yes. Im tired of being single and tired of ppl thinking there is no Kris and nobody could posibly want me.
Peace out hoes,
LeLLy
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One of my guy friends just told me "life is like a dick, when it gets hard fuck it".... and im like OKAY!!!!!!!!!!! SCARRY!
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Hey.. well yesturday i decided not to be a slut or whore any more... i mean i really dont wana be. So im trying to go back to being sweat and innocent... im not shure if it will work but i will try. So thats my new resolution... NO WHORE DUM! wich means i want were any reveling clothes any more... or try not to.
Jon is convenced that he is going to teach me to play DDR... and Nguyen says if i dont let Jon teach me he will.... wants up w/ guys wanting ME OF ALL PPL to play DDR? im so confussed...oh well.
well G2G pay attention to the kids im suppose to be baby sitting,
Lelly
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[21 Jun 2005|10:45pm] |
2 day i went to see Mr and Mrs. Smith w/ Nguyen and Daniel...THE MOVIE SUXED! But yeah i gave Nguyen a bruise in his shin and hurt his ribs some where. But hey it wasnt all me... im wearing an ace bandage rap thing on my left rist because it swolen where he bent it back! and i have a ring imprint from where he squezed my fingers together. Yeah he said he was never going to see or speak to me again.
Im tottaly a bitch... i always hurt the ones i care for the most... and i guess my inner mind thought he was to close. I dont know... i think im fucked up or something. Oh well i still lov Nguyen!!!!! lol
Chow 4 now,
Lelly
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| "sexy leslie and dan dan the cheerleading man" |
[19 Jun 2005|11:02pm] |
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im sexy
im cute
im popular to boot
im bitchen
great hair
the boys wana stare
im wanted
im hot
im everything your not
im pretty
im cool
i dominate this school
who am i just guess
guys wana touch my chest
im rokin
i smile
and many think im viol
i fly
i jump
you can look but dont you hump
im danger
i roar
i swear im not a whore
she puts the itch in bitch
she puts the whore in whore-i-fying
and do i really have to wear those underwear things.... i dont like wearing underwear.
Yeah.. i got bored and wached bring it on... any ways i was really looking ford it going to the movies w/ Nguyen and Jon... but my mom was like okay get a ride back from the movies and i will let you... but when i did shes like i dont want you to go to the movies w/ strangers that i dont know....OKAY BITCH!!
Then like 2 hours after that she was like maybe i can pick up Jon and Nguyen at there house and take them to the movies on Tuesday then take them home!! OKAY... that sux... CAUSE JON IS 20!! oh well.. i guess i will just Grin-N-Bear it...lol wow i havent used that in a long time!
say good bye,
say a lie,
Lelly
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[19 Jun 2005|10:03am] |
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Hey ppl i am so pissed at my mom because she refuses to drop me off at the mall so i can spend sometime w/ 2 of my best friends (Jon and Nguyen) i seriously miss them!!!! I mean i pretty much talk to Jon, Nguyen, Daniel, and J.C. every night on the phone now. But its not the same as seing them once a week or more!!! so yeah im pissed!!!URG I HATE HER! then i tried to get her to take me to the movies... but she is like i dont wana drive all the way home then all the way back! and so im just like SCREW U!
I dont think Avi likes me any more... i mean i have called her like 4 times and she never picks up. Then when i try to talk to her on the comp. she doesnt answer. So right now all my friends are guys.... wich is kinda wrong but oh well.
Yesterday was my family reunion.... i met 2 cousins that are related to me by marrage and one is 13 and the other is 19... YEah there into Anime and Mangas... but they also like download shows off the internet and have seen all the movies. There mom is really sweat and said i NEED to wach princess something... its like Anime or something so im thinking about going to blockbuster and renting it... if my mom will let! I seriously wish i could drive! because if i could i wouldnt be going to Pensicola i would be going to the mall!!!!
Chow 4 now,
Lelly
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hey....lets see so far to day has sucked! i talked to Daniel tell 4 somethin this morning. Then my mom woke me up at 8 and i had to go to the doctor. The doctor ended up giving me a shot on MY BUTT! then took blood! i hate needles!They hert like a mad fucker! then i got home and went to sleep...and Nguyen decided to call me 3 times while i was trying to sleep!!!! i hate it when ppl wake me up then get mad if i wake them up! lol... oh well
G2G,
Lelly
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Yeah today i talked to Nguyen, J.C., and Kris. I have missed Kris oh so much! i think i may actually like like him.... but i have never sene him *tear tear*. But after i talk to him every thing in my life seemed better... what would you call that? i think its like... i dont know. Plus he says he loves me as more than a friend... as a hopefull girlfriend. wich i guess it makes me happy to have some one care about me that way!
Well G2G,
Lelly
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[13 Jun 2005|10:15pm] |
HEY HEY! you know how i told ya my kitty died? well today me and my mom found an abandoned seimes cat on the side of the road. Yeah! his name is yoshi... i wanted to name him baby or pooky but my mom wanted some "foriegn" name so yeah his name is YOSHI BABY! im in lov w/ him.
But other than that ITS BEEN BORING! i spent all my day talking to Nguyen and J.C.! THATs DO FREKIN SAD! oh well....
I G2G cause Yoshi is asleep on my sholder! AWWW,
lelly
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[13 Jun 2005|12:28am] |
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Hey ppl. OMG im so freakin sick! i cant breath out of my nose, so i look like a retard cause im breathing out of my mouth. Then my freakin computer keeps freezing on me and is going extremly slow!!! So yeah im getting so fusterated i could shoot some one.
Today i decided to grow up. Anyone that has been to my house knows i have a lot of stuff animals. Well today i got rid of almost all of them but a few of my absolute favorites or the sentimental ones that i shoved in a box and took out to the shed. The only childish thing i refuse to give up is all of my Jasmine things... yeah im tottaly obsessed!!! but oh well. On top of that i dont think i will be getting on line that much... or picking up the phone... most of the time it will probably be off. Im sick of ppl using me. I mean every one is like oh Ellie allways has her phone on and will answer it and if she doesnt then she will call back in a few. im sick of being so prodictable! its annoying. So from now on if you wana talk to me leave me a voice mail and i may call you back.
Oh plus im in a fight w/ Courtney. I was suppose to go to the mall w/ her on Saturday but she said her mouch hurt to bad (from where her wisdom teeth got cut out). So i went by my self. Turns out she went to the movies w/ Marolyn... if she didnt wana go w/ me she could have said i mean is that so hard? Im just pissed cause she went to go see MR. and Mrs. Smith.... she promised to see that movie w/ me first!!!!! IM SO FUCKING PISSED AT HER LAME ASS!!!!
im bored so if anyone wants to do something w/ me!!! please im practucly beging to be social! i dont want to spend all day babysitting then all night on the enternet... do you seriously know how lame that is? ITS PRETTY DAMN LAME! so yeah please.
Chow for now,
Lelly
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| "Beverely Hills thats where i wana be! Beverly beverly Hills" |
[11 Jun 2005|10:31pm] |
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Yeah i took some quize.... but i had to delete some.... lol! im so secretive! but yeah i didnt know what else to put and i wanted to update so.... here you go:
1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES?white.... w/ some really gay border!
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? Mythology...( summer reading book).
3. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? i dont have one but my moms that i use is blue and says Amsouth!
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? battle ship... i m gonna make your SHIP SINK MWAHAHAHA
5. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL? Fresh air..... yeah i know im weird that way!
6. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU GET UP IN THE MORNING? Damn im still alive
7. FAVORITE COLOR? pink and Black!
8. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR? puke greenish brown
9. HOW MANY RINGS UNTIL YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? 1 ring, depending on who it is and where my phone is....
10. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? Helen Troy for a girl, and for a boy... i will let my husband choose (arnt i nice!)
11. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Vanilla all the way baby!
12. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? HELL YEAH!
13. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Yes... his name is Jay and hes a fuzzy bear that wears a plaid scarf!
14. DO YOU LIKE THUNDER STORMS? YEah.... not to sound dramatic but there soothing
15. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? i don't have a license, but its gonna be my moms white truck
16. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN? Libra.... balance of life! WOOP
17. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? Yeah there the best.... its my favorite part!!
18. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB, WHAT WOULD IT BE? probably a street dancer.... but after i get out of coledge and have had lessons
19. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT BE? ummm... Fire Hydrant Red.... like it is now!
20. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL, OR HALF EMPTY? Half Empty.
21. FAVORITE MOVIE? Ginger Snaps Back and all the Aladdin movies!
22. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? depends on wether im on the phone or not....
23. WHATS UNDER YOU BED? probably lots of stuf i have been looking for, for the past year!
24. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 13... its unlucky for everyone else but me!
25. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? does Ice skating count? if not then HOCKY
26. YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST INTENSE PAIN? When i spilt bacon grease.... DAMN BACON!
27. PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND TO THIS? Nguyen.... IDK
28. PERSON LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND TO THIS? .... everyone will cause they lov me!
29. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD? ketchup... mustard is disgusting!
30. HAMBURGER OR HOT DOGS? Hot Dogs... *wink wink*
31. WHAT IS YOU FAVORITE SEASON? Fall... i love the diffrent coler leaves!
32. THE BEST PLACES THAT YOU HAVE EVER BEEN? California... theres lots of pretty ppl!
33. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW? Its a purple back ground and in pink it says "Dont mess with my comp or i will kill you!"
34. FAVORITE FAST FOOD? TACO! TACO! TACO!
35. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTH NAME? Eleanor Elizabeth Louise Huffman
36. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 14.... almost 15!!
37. WHEN IS YOUR BIRTH DAY? september 26
38. HOW MANY THONGS DO YOU OWN? 3 or 4.... i dont feal like counting..
39. WHAT GRADE ARE YOU IN? almost the 9th!!!
40. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU CRIED THIS WEEK? between 5 and 8...
41. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW? almost $170
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